for weeks, I´ve been meaning to post, everyday stuff or going deeper but I couldn´t.
Sounds silly, doesn´t it?
The www is amazing, interesting, it lets you look up everything, lets you look at things but it also looks inside you, your house, your life, everything.
It has never bothered me before but it does now.
Because someone very close to me got to involved, got onto silly dating sites, despite being married.
It has rocked my world, everything I believed in, it has broken up my family to an extend I´d never thought possible.
Trust, love, values it all disappears withing the click of a button.
Lies, looking into someones eyes, wanting to believe, not wanting the person to lose face and still knowing better, having proof, not wanting to think about it not wanting others to find out for fear of more damage being done.
It makes you possessed, google all the time, names, phone numbers all the while not sleeping well.
It´s taken weeks for me to put my mind at rest again, albeit it being a fragile peace.
The web is a dangerous place to be for people who don´t know how to deal with it.