After long discussion with my friend, I finally managed to make an appointment with my gynecologist.
I mean, come on, let´s face it, I´d rather give birth then sit there but of course she is right and I went.
That was on Thursday and I have been a nervous wreck ever since.
He mentioned this illness, non-contagious, something or another. Fine, we´ll do a “colour test”
Then, back in his office, he mentions creme, shows me two horrendous pictures and sends me home.
Somehow, I just thought, ok, detected, treated and that´s it, and then I realized that he had not prescribed me any creme??
Ok, hooray to google, let’s do it – OMG – it is a horrible illness causing disfigurement and all.
So after a sleepless weekend I made an appointment with another doctor – next week unfortunately, and thought let´s call the first one just to confirm if I had misunderstood him.
Turns out I am non the wiser 😦
Yes he did a test, but no he did not say yeah or nah this time either.
I asked him why he had not done a biopsy and he said that would be done at a later stage – when then?
I said I googled it and what did he say?
Not – it´s as yet unconfirmed – not – come in for a more conclusive test – not – you don´t have it.
NO – he said he has 270 patients with this illness and ONLY 1 now has malignant cancer on top of it. (not that I had mentioned cancer in any way, that seems to be the least of my worries at the moment)
Cheers mate, you really know how to cheer me up!!!!!!