I created this blog to write down my thoughts, all otherwise unsaid and I guess it is about time to start finding myself again.
Anyone who should read this, don´t judge me because you don´t know me and you don´t know what made me the way I am (sounds ominous, doesn´t it?).
If you look at my other postings, it´s easy to see that I am married and have 3 kids. Somewhere along the years I seem to have lost the real me, besides being a mother, wife, employee and a friend (thank God for mine, they are keeping me sane).
I actually created this blog in 2009, posted a wee bit and forgot about it, over the past couple of days I re-named and re-created it, to reflect more about myself.
I was shocked when I looked at the blog and realized that nothing much has changed since 2009.
It´s about time for me to admit to myself (if not to others) that I am totally and utterly unhappy with the way my life is going. Quite a few of you will now say, so what, change it but that is easier said then done, isn´t it?